urm.. yup... me here.. again.... hols are here.... haha.. they'e been ok so far.. yup.. sch's been crappy.. reallie slack n all.. haha... u know i've wanted ta change my blogskin since like last yr or sumtin. but i've neva bothered to.. hha.... yes i'm tt lazy i know. shoosh.. so yeha.. how are all of y'all doin..? know y'all cant reallie answer me but yeah.. ahha.. hope y'all doin fine..... e good thing abt my blog iz u get ta read e one n only entry fer most probably e whole month.. haha.. so ya dont gotta come here often.. ahha.......so yeha... ttz all i gotta say.. uh huh.. see y'all.. have fun.. Xxpartay time..xX
j fell into fantasy 11:49:00 AM
Thursday, February 05, 2004
hello ppl... this iz e real deal.. haha.. i know i know.. ur probably goin finally.. yeah yeah.. uh huh.. so 0609 i back.. hmm.. so bored... sch's been stupid... so borin.. sch start sch end sch start sch end.. nth in between.. so borin.. uh huh... hmm.... nth special last month... maybe just one thing.. but it was a long time ago so nvm shall not say.. ;)... hai.... this iz relalie boring rite.. i know.. onli reason i'm typin this coz i'm bored.. hmm... n i doubt anyone's readin this... coz.. they probably gave up.. so... if ur readin this ur e most beautiful bestest best friend eva.....(i'm bored..) kk... no nice stories to tell either.. so gonna end here.. yup.. sorrie ppl.. tv callin.. hahahha.. nitez luv y'alll...
j fell into fantasy 10:01:00 PM
Saturday, January 03, 2004
heyheyhey............................ been a million years.. haha... yupps.. i know i know.. i alwaez do this.. haha.. but i'm sorry.. i'm me... so yupp.. deal wit it.. hhaha.... yupp.. hapy new yr n merry christmas n all.. kinda later.. but.... hahahha.. not my fault.. (actuallie it iz but...) haha.... yupps... first dae of sch.. haha.. wanna know what i did....? me went to sch a lil late... went to hall fer e briefin which didn't reallie enlighten me at all.. haha.. then waited 3hrs to get my hair disfigured... by this stupid dumb barber... (gonna shave him bald if i see him on e streets..) then went down fer a reallie late recess... then went to class fer 2mins hahhaa.. then sch ended.. hahaha... lame dae at sch.. shlda not gone then my hair wont lk so bad... stupid guy.........haha.. enjoy sch ppl.. *evil grin* hahaha......
j fell into fantasy 11:55:00 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
whoa... too long since i last blogged... haha.. yeah.. sorrie ppl.. just came back frm obs n all... kinda no mood ta go online since i've been goin out non stop till kinda late.. coz hols endin.. haha.. so sad... endin already.. at least christmas iz here though.. merry christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy new yr.. yup.. take care all of u.. time ta switch back to sch... screw it.. have fun..
j fell into fantasy 11:52:00 PM
Friday, December 12, 2003
hey.... been quite a long time since i've blogged....... yeah... nth much ben happenin ta mi i guess..... haha.. cept fer camp.. kinda fun.. not tt bad.. ya.. cept i left sumtin behind again... alwaez leavin sumtin behind.......!!!!!! haha.. uh huh... e dae i got back frm camp.. i.. caught a movie at nite.. yeah.. uh huh.. love actually.. y'all shld reallie go watch it.. funniest show eva.. haha.. reallie funnie.. uh huh.. i dont know what to rite.. i just woke up so yeah.. haha... o yeah.. goin "christmas shoppin" wit nat l8er.. dont tihnk i'm gonna buy anytin so yeah.. she'll probably be e one gettin all e stuff.. uh huh... so..... yupps... tt's bout it i guess. haha... have fun ppl.. n merry christmas..(jsut incase i dont blog till aft christmas) hahaha........dont waste ur hols k ppl? u'll regret it.. nows e time u go out paint e streets red... hahaha... =#
j fell into fantasy 10:52:00 AM
Friday, November 28, 2003
hey ppl.. sorrie i haven't been reallie updatin.. kinda fergot.. y'all know me.. haha.. so yeah... hols have been ok.. yarz... cycled arnd e whole of sg yesterdae? wouldja believe it.. hahah.. cycled fer like... 9hrs... rested like.. 3-4 hrs... yeah.. so dumb.. this iz how it went yesterdae...like at 6 i was down my house.. got a cab.. reached sch.. realized... i didn't bring my damn wallet! haha.. so stupid.. then ended up goin ta me friend's house(anand) ta get cash n all.... yeah.. so we cycled ta sch.. then met up wit everyone.. 5 of us(timothy anand justin ronald and me).. 2 backed out coz they had sumtin on.. then.. frm there.. we went ta.. east coast.. then on to changi.. got ta see planes fly off.... then.. we hit changi village.. rested there.. and had breakfast n all... then.. continued on.. to.. tampines.. then to..hougang.. then ova to serangoon fer a break.. then off we went ta...ang mo kio.. then.. up all e way yio chu kang.. then khatib.. then yishun.. then past sembawang.. then on to woodlands....*boom* haha.. anand's tire hit a sharp curb.. kinda came up all a sudden..so.. haha.. he hitched hike.. can u believe it? sum1 actuallie stopped.. all e rest were jsut starin at us wondeirn y we were at e middle of e road jumpin up n down.. haha.. so we cycled to bukit panjang while anand got a lift.. went there.. had a short break while waitin fer his bike ta get fixed.. then.. took off again.. ta.. bukit timah.. then.. eyah.. damn fun.. frm there we went ta orchard! haha damn fun.. sumwhere there we were like goin at 36km/hr coz there was this big hill..yeeeha! whoa.. haha.. yeah.. hit orchard.. cyclin thru e ppl was damn fun.. o yeah.. had to pass by newton first b4 tt.. then.. frm orchard to somerset to dhoby ghaut.. then ova to beach road fer our late lunch.. at bout 4 o'clock..yeah.. i didn't eat.. again.. haha.. didn't feel like it.. then.. like 3 of em went back ta sch.. coz they lived in e east... on e way fer em.. me n justin took of ta orchard again.. hahah damn fun.. coz so many ppl there.. then everytime there was a big crowd we cldn't get thru he'd shout names like "josie!!!!!!!" then everyone started ta lk behind n moved away.. haha.. yeha.. damn fun.. then we had time ta kill b4 mass at 8.. so.. we tried sumtin new.. went down frm orchard to.. i dont know where.. but to sji.. then up e hill to opp novena.. haha.. then opp chijtp then opp macritchie.. haha..then usin braddell road.. then up to bishan.. at j8. had a break there.. sat down.. drank na ll. then ppl kept askin me ta buy tickets.. first i said i bought alreadi.. then she ask me to buy again.. then i remembered i didn't bring me wallet.. then she said very good excuse.. like i was lyin.. haha.. but i reallie neva bring!! haha.. yeah.. so frm there..w e went ta st francis xavier church in serangoon.. then went fer mass n all.. cycled around there abit aft mass. then.. at like 10 i headed home.. haha yeah.. fun dae.. dman tirin though.. cldn't wake up fer trainin todae.. haha.. so like.. covered alot.. of ground.. i tihnk e machine thing iz wrong but if it's not.. we covered like 110km... damn fun.. went home was damn hungry. hahaha.. yup.. fun dae.. thiz iz one real long entry.. haha
j fell into fantasy 11:06:00 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2003
heyz ppl.. i decided to answer all of y'all ehre instead of me baord coz i alwaez run out of words n have ta use ridiculously short, short forms.. haha yeah.. and if i tag to many times on my tagboard it lks like i've got too much to talk about.. haha...so yeah.. i guess e hair down n stuff must be natasha.. but i still tihnk my hair iz nicer up.. hahha.... yupps.. had lotsa fun tt dae... what cuts on my back..... how come u know i have cuts on my back n i dont know.. hahaha... so blur.. must go see in e mirror... dont think there are any anyway.. haha.. got a lil sunburn on e shlders.. but it's not tt bad.. yeah.. haha...i think this iz almost e longest entry in me bloggin life and it's so short.. how pathetic.. haha... o yeah.. party in e park was ok... not super fun.. jsut fun.. eyah.. a lil borin.. *shhh* haha... aft tt coincidently bumpede into geri.. one in a million.. whoa.. hse was walkin down frm clarke quay i was walkin up frm fort canning and bumped into her.. haha.. seriously one in a million.. haha..o yeah.. at e party in e park thing i met yin wai n al n their friend.. her name begins wit m... sumtin i cant remember.. y'all know my memory.. one kind... haha... then this guy wit a camera.. one of those big camera thingys.. at first i didn't see it.. then suddenly he turned arnd n stared at my hair.. thot he was gonna ask e usual questions.. like how do u do it n sutff. then he asked me e weirdest question in e world.. "can i take a picture of u?" hahahhahahaa.. got e shock of my life... then we all got togetha (nat me al yinwai thier friend m--- haha) then we took e pic.. haha.. if it gets printed anywhere i'll slaughter e guy.. haha..dont think so anyway.. ee... just thot.. what happens if it's in his "private collection" hahha.. ok.. stop tihnkin. haha... so boerd now.. so blur also.. jsut woke up.. gona go back to slp soon.. haha.. so funnie.. everybody talked to me when i was slpin.. woke up eveyrbody went off.. sigh... sorrie ppl was slpin.. haha.. eyah.. nitez then did turn out o be pretty long aft al.. hhaa.. swt dreamz to all.. ; ) have fun durin e hols u funky maniacs! haha..
j fell into fantasy 11:19:00 PM
Monday, November 10, 2003
heyz.. itz been damn long since i last blogged... i almsot fergot i had a blog.. haha.... yhea... sorrie pl.. ya... tmr gotta wake up early fer trainin which iz gonna be hard coz i'm so tired.. and.. hopefully i'll go out aft tt.. yeah.. so bored durin e hols.. yarz... if y'all are free call me or sumtin yarz.. (; haha.. yarz.. nitez pl.. swt dreamz... !~hugz~!
j fell into fantasy 11:20:00 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
heyz.. i know it's been like a thousand years since i last blogged.. haha... yeah.. sorrie.. been lazee ppl.. cant blame me hols are here... been doin nth much.. just usual stuff yeah.. caught almost every single movei cept fer e ones i'm not suppose ta.. haha.. yeah.. so bored.. woke up so late todae.. like 4.. so yeah.. i tihnk i'll just stay home tada.e. nth ta do newaez.. haha.. y'all have fun ppl... hols are here.. go out and terrorize thiz place.. hahah....
j fell into fantasy 5:17:00 PM
Monday, October 27, 2003
no shit.. hey ppl.. guess who's sick yet again.. dont know y i'm gettin sick all e time nowadez... sigh... so yeah.. hope ta see y'all lovely ppl soon... nitez...
j fell into fantasy 9:05:00 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2003
TODAE WAASA E MOST BORING DAE I HAVE EVA HAD IN MY BORING LIFE!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!! I"M NOT GOIN TA SCH ON MON!!!! IT"S SO DAMN IRRITATIN>>>>>>!!!! haha.. so yeah.. can tell mi dae was borin.. ya.. ntiez then ppl swt dreamz.. haha...(<<<>>)
j fell into fantasy 11:10:00 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2003
heyz.. its been some time since i blogged ya.. hope y'all doin ok.. my dae was ok.. real glad e exams are ova.. hope i get ta see all u ppl durin e hols.. haha.... so yeah.. i tihn this hols mite be borin.. yeah.... nth much ta say.. kinda tired so i think i'll go off. yeah.. ntiez ppl.. luv y'all.. happy hols..hahahaha almost here...
j fell into fantasy 11:17:00 PM
Monday, October 13, 2003
heyz... been quite a while.. yeah... exams are here what cna i say.. endin though.. smile startin ta show on me face.. hahaha.. yarz... so now.. science tmr.. wish me luck peeps.. ya.. hope i'll see y'all durin e hols.. ya...
j fell into fantasy 5:03:00 PM
Monday, October 06, 2003
hello.... haven't blogged in quite a while... so yeah..... let's start wit fridae.. yeah.. went ta al's hse in e afternoon.. then... saturdae.... went ta al's hse again.. haha.. learnt how ta play mahjong.. haha.. quite fun.. yeah.. then went fer cat class.... then.... after cat had legion e usual stuff.... then guitar class. ya..then went home.... on e com.. then on e phone till 2? or 1 or sumtin.. yeah.. then... yup.. woke up nxt morn fer churhc.. was late.. haha.. rushin here n dere.. then lnch out.. then.. home.. watyched tv til bout 4.. then slpt... fer so long... till 9.... then sat there on e couch till 930.. coz did'nt feel like movin.. then wenta eat n shower n all.. then slp at 1230.. and tadae.. went ta sch late like i do everydae.. but lucky it was rainin.. haha.. so yeah.... tt's about it.. then went fer tuition aft sch.. yeah.....
j fell into fantasy 6:27:00 PM
Thursday, October 02, 2003
heeLooo ppl. haha.. 2nd time fer tadae. haha. so bored.. been slpin fer almost e whole dae..... just woke up.. yeah.. went ta see e doc... gave me all sorts of medicines.. just fer a feva n a sore throat.. crazee guy.. so yeah... haha but e gd thing iz he gave me mc.. fer two daez.. haha. but i tihnk i'm gonna feel like crap tmr morn anyway... haha... have fun tadae peeps.......
j fell into fantasy 5:34:00 PM
hello ppl...... eng exam was yesterdae... it wa sok.. yeah... n i'm at home now....so boreed............ got a feva... yeah.. hhaa.. 37.8. but dropped now. coz i took two panadols..... so yeha. first thing got out of bed stood up and almost fell down.. hhaa......... so yeha... feel like vomittin.... so. sick. plus i've got a sore throat.. a lil bit of flu.. so yeah.. happy being at sch.. gd luck fer ur exams........
j fell into fantasy 7:52:00 AM
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
heyz.. gonna put e poems on aother page.. yeah... uh huh... e link iz at e side--->>>
j fell into fantasy 8:16:00 PM
heyz peeps... did'nt blog fer 2 daez... been... kinda tired.. yeah.... so yeah. todae was a normal dae. ya. bored now.... gonna have dinna. reallie need ta all out study now. so yeah..... crap.. ah...... so fast... tmr exam. i haven't done any studyin.. any real studyin anywayss... ah. so stress.. nvm.. i shall start.... rite aft my dinna... hahah. yeah. gd luck to all of ya........ relalie hope y'all do well...
j fell into fantasy 7:46:00 PM
Sunday, September 28, 2003
todae i thot about u when i woke up....
then suddenly e idea struck.....
y dont i ask u out....
but e endless ringing of ur phone not ur voice and i pout....
but tt's ok...
i go on wit my dae...
then half way thru e dae..
lunch time on e way...
i pick up my phone ta give u a call...
but again just e lonely ringin, like e echoes frm a wall....
i frown.....
feeling so down....
but i'm ok...
i'll make it thru e dae..
spendin my time alone......
solitary to e bone....
i'm wishin n hopin fer dinna ta come..
so hopefully i can get some...
another chance to call u hopin to get some time...
some time wit u hopin the answer wont make my heart sublime..
then here comes dinna.. nearin end of dae..
callin u hearin u just say......
"i'm sorry.... i'm not reallie free tonite..."
inside me , my heart does'nt feel rite...
i'm just sad, feelin like ur love i lack......
like i'm callin out but no reply just lonely black....
starin up in e black sky...
i wish upon a star and wonder why.....
i'm livin this dae... horrid without u....
hopin sumhow i'll get some clue...
then i know what i can put my hopes on, in spite..
in spite of all e bad daez, hopin tt tmr yet another dae i will get ta see ur eyes sparkle thru e nite...
tt will be the hope tt will keep my life runnin on..
the hope which will keep my love burnin fer u hun......
0609
j fell into fantasy 10:55:00 PM
it's a sch dae in two hrs......... dammit. uh huh... yeah... so..... watched my bosses daughter jsut now.. real funnie. y'all shld go catch it. ahha. uh huh. went fer novena exam mass. hopefully i'll get a lil help there.. yeah.. gd luck peeps.....
j fell into fantasy 10:20:00 PM
heyz.... its sundae.. sch tmr.... so ... fast... dammit. so yeah.. gonna go out later fer a while. yesterdae... went fer sumtin in e afternn. then.. fer cat class.... then legion. then guitar class...... e usual routine on sat.. after tt went ta meet mom n all e ppl fer dinna.. uh huh...... had drinks. reached home at 3 i think.. wit a real bad hangover... i drank all sortsa crap.. haha..... yeah... had wine margaritas and tekela.. haha..... gd thing i did'nt throw up.. haha... so yeah... this morn was ok.. no headache or anytin... so i'm bored now.. haha..... yeah have fun peeps.....
j fell into fantasy 1:56:00 PM
Saturday, September 27, 2003
hey peeps..... i just woke up.. haha. kinda late i know.. but it's.... so.. early..!.. onjlie reason i woke up iz i gotta go sumwhere lata...... so yea..... i tihnk i did'nt blog yesterdae.. sorrie.... came home real late. had ta type sumtin out n totally fergot boout bloggin. uh huh..... so yeah..... went ta legion aft sch yesterdae. then came home and changed... then went ta marina bay...... haha.... ta eat of course.... so yeah.. played pool a while then wenta eat. there was so much damn food.... haha.... then went ta toa payoh interchange fer a while.... got a drink, sat down.... taled n all. then went home.. so yeah...... tt was fridae.... and now i think i'm gonna be late coz i usuallie take me own swt time ta get readi.. so yeah. gotta go. byez... love y'all.... take care n study hard...! gd lucK!
j fell into fantasy 12:29:00 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2003
time passes by..
hours by my eyes..
minutes thru me hands..
seconds tt i can't comprehend..
14yrs of my life iz done..
though i've had much fun..
when i think it thru...
i had most fun wit u..
when we were riding bikes..
when u use ta do my spikes..
when we talked on e phone..
tired and laid in each others arms like stone..
when we went ta town..
and we used ta play arnd..
when e nite came down..
and we had ta turn arnd wit a frown..
when we were at ur door...
e kisses u used ta give b4..
when problems used ta arise..
no matter what e size..
when u were by my side..
all e times we cried..
all e movies we eyed..
when u were petrified..
and all e nitez i wld lk into ur eyes..
ur silky hair.. and e dye...
i wish rite now as i cry...
and as i sit here.. 14yrs of my life so fast, i wonder y..
even just ta spend one more second wit u..
my life wld have sum hue......
0609
j fell into fantasy 8:32:00 PM
hey there ppl........ so tired nowadaez... dunno y. yeah. actuallie studied tadae...... ahha...... uh huh... dae was ok.. late fer sch tadae... ahha. real late... so. yeah. nth much. just bored........ home now....... had dinna n all... *sigh*...... so.... tired...... exams comin... so......... work harder... almost there......
j fell into fantasy 8:08:00 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
loneliness and sadness in this world...
when ur not here or near me girl....
miss u so much it hurts inside....
inside my heart too many times i cried...
soon i'm gonna go ta bed..
wit just e thot of u in my bed..
then as i pray, i pray fer u.....
tt u may stay safe and away frm danger too...
i pray tt u had a good dae..
i pray tt u have gone e rite way..
i pray tt u wld be my friend...
thru dark times and fun times and rite thru e end...
then i think thru e times we had....
all i see iz gd nth bad...
all e fun neva sad...
to me u were neva a fad...
i wish i cld keep u as a friend...
and i know ur e angel tt god had sent--
0609
j fell into fantasy 10:28:00 PM
heyz...... peeps... its wed. half this week's gone. and tt's not a gd thing..... exams comin real soon. dammit. hate this. and u know e worst thing? i've gone out more than eva watched more movies than i've watched durin e holos... but i've gone ta tuition lot more too..haha... so yeah.. sch ended... normal dae. yeah. went ta tuition. kinda real fun after tt. yeah....... so ya. now home. yup.... o yeah.. yesterdae. fell aslp at 8+.. haha. stupid me was suppose ta take a 5min nap. haha... woke up in e morn... haha.. so yeah... bored... gonna think of a poem ta write. nth here nowadaez...... haha
yeah cya peeps. have fun... xams comin last stretch comin thru e curve gonna hit e last stretch so it's all or nth... but dont stress urself up too much...dont want y'all ta get sick ya..? uh huh..... nitez.....
j fell into fantasy 10:21:00 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
heeLooo.. ppl.... so bored tadae....... yeah....... tadae seems. reallie........ quiet... and quiet iz'nt gd.... uh huh...... so yeah. bored. went ta sch n all. then went ta j8 ta eat. then home.. nth much ta say tadae.. hope y'all had fun though... keep studyin!.....
j fell into fantasy 6:35:00 PM
Monday, September 22, 2003
so what if one dae puts u down..
dont u eva frown..
stay happy, alwaez smile...
tt way u'll drive e ppl wild..
sucha infectious disease of happiness spread...
it'll get everybody ta smile strait into their heads...
so dont ferget ta keep those brite teeth shining and ur head up..
coz then everybody's spirits will be lifted up....
0609(stay happie ppl)(dont wanna see y'all frownin!)
j fell into fantasy 11:21:00 PM
hey ppl....... did'nt blog yesterdae... late and tired.... came home and had a shower and went ta bathe so yeah... tadae...... went fer tuition n all. played tennis hahha... 2nd time in me whole life... then... what did i do....? hm..... o yhea... had dinna. then went home.. yarz... tt's bout it.. no poem tadae... haha.. feelin.. un poetic... hahahha..... nitez peeps.... toooO0o0oO0oo0o........ slpy.... swt drreamzzz~
j fell into fantasy 11:06:00 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2003
heELloOo000.... ppl.... just came back.. kinda late...... so yeah.... whatch'all up to...? i'm bored..... stayed home e whole morn... yeah.. but at least i had company so it was'nt bad.... so yeha. then went fer cat class... hair was shrot. but nice tadae. ahhaha..... then went fer legion........yup... tt went ta have dinna at macs. was late so i hurried home ta get my guitar then ran ta e stop ta catch e bus then. reahced there 10mins late.. not many peeps tadae so not reallie tt embarrassing.. so yeah... went ta e arcade again....... yup.... then i was on e way home......
j fell into fantasy 11:04:00 PM
Indulgence...
A boy [me]
indulgin in this whirlpool of love, romance and fantasy. As he walks through [14]
years of his lifetime, alone since [06/09/1989].
All he needs is his other half...[U]to be with him, for the rest of his life.